A new life

So the sausage lover is back after almost 7 months of not updating the blog. Back for good? yeh definitely, but how long will it last? i couldn't tell, really.

So what has been happening?

The sausage lover left his second sausage after around three months of being together and 2 months of long distance relationship. Let me tell you, it's really hard to have a long distance relationship, let alone the fact that we had only known each other for three months before parted. Oh well, it's a mutual breakup at least, no party was hurt and no tears were wasted in the relationship. I reckon we were just not in love with each other, at least not that deeply in love.

My big bro told me that coming out is an ongoing process. You will never stop coming out till death and i couldn't agree more with it. Since i first started coming out to my friend last year, i found it easier and easier to come out to people around me, close or not close enough it isn't a big deal anymore. The most important thing is that i am happy being my own self, and i accept who i am, and not to forget find my true love. With this belief being rooted in my head and then my heart, i came out to the girl i liked (i wouldn't call it love, but if i am not gay, she would be the love of my life i reckon). And bang, she couldn't accept it and she was all heartbroken and of course the sausage lover felt extremely guilty for leaving her for another sausage. And for a few months after that, the sausage lover actually developed a phobia towards the sausages. how sad could it be? Afraid of loving and being loved again? Afraid of karma taking place on me? i don't know, but throughout the months, lessons learnt, and i became more and more appreciative and am actually very clear of what i really want with my life. No longer at the crossroad, no longer having to hide in the closet, and definitely on my way to the bumpy yet promising life that every gay guy could ever relish.

After a year, after all the sausages, the sausage lover is better at handling his love life now. No more unnecessary attachment, no more silly commitment, and absolutely zero unrequitted love now. and yes, the curiousity has vanished and that means the sausage lover is not going to hunt for random sausages anymore, but A sausage that is worthy of his money, and his time. And fortunately, he has found one at the least expected moment- when he was all depressed and
decided to stay single for a year. So yeh, the staying-single-plan is being put aside currently, or hopefully forever. He is driving along the highway leading to happiness, with his lover sitting next to him holding hands together. There will be a few pit stops, or maybe a lot, but he is keeping his fingers crossed that his lover will not let go of his hands at any of those pit stops.

So the promiscuous sausage lover is gone??? for good??? yeah i hope so. But no matter what, he will still remain as the sausage lover, and working his way through the life, and eventuall find his only sausage.

p/s: the sausage lover is still horny as hell like he used to be. So what's gonna come up next? well the story with the new lover is yet to be revealed.